Conversation with my lovely past

Tadi siang, karena sebel bangunin temen gw yang tadinya dah janji makan bareng tapi ga bangun2, gw malah punya satu ide untuk menelpon seseorang di Jerman, temen gw yang pernah spesial banget buat gw. Gw mikir, kenapa ga? Skrg kita dah bertemen dan gw lagi liburan (gw bisa telpon dia siang2 dimana dia belom tidur di sana). Intinya gw akhirnya telp dia.

gw : alo?
dia : alo?
gw : R?
dia : iya
gw : masi inget ga, siapa?
dia : Ach so, Elka?

Yeah it's been a while... Dulu gw suka bikin lab report sampe pagi2, jadinya pas gw online dia baru bangun, jadi bisa chat kadang2. Skrg kelas lab itu dah kelar dan gw jarang lagi chat sama dia. He kinda wonders where I am and why I'm never online anymore around that time. We kinda chat for a while, until I know it's time to end the conversation. Dulu gw sempet sms dia, tapi dia ga bales. I was kinda sad, because I thought he changed. Today he told me that he never received the message and I found out he didn't really change. Kinda happy to speak again with him.

Time has flown. Though gw seneng kita ngomong lagi, I know we're on our separate ways. Those paths might never cross each other anymore ever, but that's the way we want them to be (to not cross). It's kinda better that way, coz then we're becoming real good friends.

He was my lovely past I'll always remember. What once happened between us was pure and nice. Hoping each of us will get bright future, most probably with our other someones. Today I learn that to remember is not always to cry, but to smile.