Short Holiday

4 days ago I realized that I'm not OK.
2 days ago I just realized my life is so boring that I can't find anything exciting.
Yesterday I was almost drowned by paper and boredom.

Tonite? I celebrate my love... Ga nyambung, ini kan lagu! Salah sekali kawan2!
Tonite, I realized that today was a great short holiday.

Skipped my last sociology discussion and spent 2 hours before lunch time by the beautiful and warm Mendota, in Wisconsin Memorial Union.
Remembering again the last time sitting on the pier and paying attention to which side of the lake the sun sets.
Remembering again how cute duckies can be when they curl up their heads and sleep.
Remembering again the taste of Babcock ice cream and fries.
Remembering again the vista of how small but spread out the piece of land on the other side of the lake is.
Remembering again the gentle wind breeze and some seagulls' flying freely, while listening to good music and trying to solve a Medium leveled Sudoku.
Remembering again the friendly warm sun of Madison (Kinda wish I wore shades).
Remembering again the white boats floating silently on the water.
Remembering again how to think deeply but not frustratingly.
Thankful to a loyal friend and generous one, who treated me ice cream :)

I forgot those things.

Now...
Remembering again how funny Kolek's face when he said, "harusnya eloe bikin peer!"
Remembering again the line for brat @ E-Mall.
Remembering again missing a bus for a highly stupid reason (and the bright side : realizing Metro bus drivers can be so nice).
Remembering again how silly but colorful and energetic a life can be.
Nothing that cannot make me smile.

True that I skipped an important class, true that I was supposedly doing my homework, true that I was supposedly sleep if I have spare time (I didn't sleep enough). But today is like a holiday for me. It reminds me that I've been sitting quietly in the inside part of an enormous window; there outside is always the amusing sun, a cheerful life awaits.

Tonite, I don't celebrate my love, but I celebrate my life. Cheers to the cheerfulness and world positivity! :)


P.S :
Thx to Z who has evilly persuaded me to skip. Fair enough, dude, you skipped a class too. Hahahaha... Thx to UW, for being such a good school but having such a calming pretty Mendota in the reach of my tired hands.