Memilih Tidak Mencinta

Temen gw si Adeline pernah tanya di blognya, gimana kalo cinta ga ada? Apakah semuanya jadi lebih sederhana? Di akhirnya dia bilang kalo dia bingung. *Skrg masi bingung ga loe, Line?*

Anyways, gw sekarang jadi mikir something really2 similar : Gimana rasanya tidak mencinta? Gw pernah hampir memilih untuk tidak mencinta, tapi ternyata lebih susah daripada mencinta tanpa berharap. Kalo gw bisa pilih sekarang, then I'll choose to not love. *Sedih amat loe, Ka?*

Well, I guess mencinta tuh ngabisin tempat di otak. Well no matter how your love life is (good or bad), it'll spend some of your brain cells. Well mencinta juga kayanya nyapein, sekali lagi, no matter how your love life is. Don't talk yet about tons of good things you get from it at this point of time. Believe me, to understand someone's life and all his/her background does require efforts. Some other things such as rela berkorban serta berderet2 hal2 laennya waiting to be mentioned.

Well, mungkin gw bisa ngomong seenaknya gini karena gw ngerasa setenga diri gw dah mati rasa kali ya? Hahaha... So sick of loving, so tired of all. *Nada So Sick-nya Ne-Yo*

Maybe it's true, that, too much pain caused by loving makes you don't wanna love anymore...