r.e.c.u.r.r.i.n.g f.r.u.s.t.r.a.t.i.o.n

how can it be more frustrating?
to be constantly dreaming
but not able deciding
whether to be all smiling
or it's merely nightmares that I'm having
because considering a single dream as both pleasant and annoying,
is not an answer that's self-convincing

happened again each recent morning
once awake, can't find way back to sleeping
sighing...
can recurring dreams be this confusing?
or should I just be aware on why the dreams are coming?

PS : Thanx to Fuj for "recurring" instead of "reoccuring".