A cup of Yoplait and Gavin Degraw
On my so very messy table : a cup of strawberry mango yogurt by Yoplait rarely bought, 2 boxes of <110> Silicon wafers, a litho mask, my 2 pairs of glasses, my cell, old edition of Badger Herald with incomplete Sudoku.
Wonder how many cups of Yoplait am I away from the commencement. 7? 9? a dozen? none? No one knows.
An opened folder with IE 313 files in it. Not much of a progress I should say.
Wonder how many pages am I away from the commencement? A thousand? 2 thousand? Don't even want to count.
There... Gavin Degraw stops singing.
2 exams away, yeaah, that I know. 1 Project report away, that I also know.
Sigh... Lotsa things happen lately, so fast that even one blink of an eye feels like a slow motion.
Change of plans, tiring.
Reading trying to put as many things into our heads, tiring.
Sighing, also tiring.
Anyway back to the Yoplait, hmmm Blueberry is definitely better... Yum...
Still believing that I'm cut out for all these.
Unbelievably planned. Miraculously surprising. Tiringly rushing.
Even cry out because of exhaustion in my Träumerei, dream.
Then waken up by a slap and suddenly realize that the Yoplait cup is still on the table, with spoon stickin into it.
It's empty now... Hmm, then the countdown starts, 7 more? 9 more? a dozen more? none? Again, nobody knows...
The project is almost done. Only theory and conclussion part left; 30 pages already. Dang 470 CBE students eater.
The yellow highlighter is waiting for me now, so are the IE 313 papers. Tomorrow gonna go oxidize some wafers.
ISS, ECS, Academic advisor, Monsanto.
I-20 extension or Europe is a no a go go.
Now I can see myself: that girl behind the empty strawberry mango Yoplait cup, being as small as 5'1" and über-exhausted.
The year is gonna be as exciting and as tiring as it can ever be.



posted by siduahuruf @ 1:23 a. m.