an insomniac with jet lag problem

Madison, 5:09 am, Central time


Awake, eyes quite wide open

Half jet lag, half insomniac

Got a glass full of Margarita already, only kept me sleeping for less than 2 hours, been awake since 2 am

Dreadin to sleep

Browsed til dead bored

No music

Wonder what time will wake up later, or should I just not sleep?

Took a quick glance at my independent study papers, no energy to digest any words

Tired, sleepy but can't sleep

Should I count to 1000 and wait until my eyes go heavy? Or maybe I still not sleep when I reach 700 something and regret not counting 100 x 10s from the beginning.

"Hey, what's on tomorrow?", silently think. "Damn, I need to read the papers."

"What's my mom doin now in Jkt?", again, wondering...


Madison, 5:19 am, Central time