U2 - stuck in a moment

I never thought you were a fool
But darling, look at you
You gotta stand up straight
Carry your own weight
These tears are going nowhere baby

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment
And now you can't get out of it

Don't say that later will be better
Now you're stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it

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6 C dan matahari tenggelam setelah pukul 7.
Musim panas segera.
Pulang dari sekolah dengan Bus 80.
Sendirian dengan iPod di kantong jaket. Stuck in a Moment.
Angin musim semi yang masuk dari jendela atas yang sedikit terbuka, menyapa ramah rambut yang terikat.
Mata dihibur oleh ranting2 kering pohon yang menunggu untuk kembali menghijau.
Tersenyum.
Betapa rindunya akan perasaan ini, tetapi betapa segan menjemput musim panas.
Apakah harus ditakuti? Apakah akan selalu begini?
Apakah akan terulang lagi?
Terlalu banyak yang menyakiti.
***

I'm that fool, who desperately got stuck in a moment, and cannot get out of it.
I've been carrying that burden on both my shoulders, I've been treating crying like it's sinful.
I've fought and put myself together. I've been believing that life and smile are too wonderful to be junked away. I've always hoped that time (hand on hand with understanding) will also help heal.
Still, am I stuck in a moment?