Kenapa bete

Gila belakangan ini gw bete terus. Dikit2 aje bisa bikin gw mikir highly cynical n jadinya lebih less sensi sama perasaan orang laen. Gw ga bisa diajak bercanda (bisa sih, tapi tolerance gw in poor level) dan this is eating me out.
Gw ngeliat dunia dengan pandangan yang selalu negatif, sebel sama semua hal, gampang banget sensi (believe me when I stress the word 'banget'), dan pengen aje just explode gitu. Even Sudoku jadi membosankan (poor my new toy). Attitude problem? I guess it's more like a mood problem.
Kenapa sih loe, Ka?
Well, it'd better be because of PMS (and I'd better be gettin my period this week or I'll have a bad stomachache (and mood, again) in the week of spring break), because kalo ga gitu, I think I'm just goin nuts a lil by lil caused by something I don't even know (though I don't think PMS as a scapegoat (using this new vocab I learn) is appropriate here).
There're just times I feel that the world is not with me when friends and laughters are just all around. Sendirian.
Well, maybe I'm just tired, a lil bit ill (dang, gw ga mo puasa lagi!), cranky, overwork, think too much, and alcohol at the wrong time (don't drink if you are having mencret2 dan masuk angin! Doesn't worth the fun).

Please stop this, coz I wanna see the world as colorful as before!!

*helpless super cranky mode*