To take just what I need

Kadang gw nyadar... It's good to take just right as much as I need.

Kalo gw berusaha pertahanin terlalu banyak, gw tau ga bagus. Don't deserve my time and energy. Tapi kalo gw ga ambil apa2 sama sekali, wouldn't it be worthless?

Lately, I found a very sweet thing that I would keep, but I know I have to let go the others. Lemme just keep that small part priceless. Keep it just the way I want.

I know I wouldn't like this thought very later in the future, but this is it now.

Anyways, a conversation lately with a friend of mine just made me realize that I sometimes see things negatively. Too often... Thinking if I have to work on that...

In general I still think that I don't really run a happy life, that's why I'm so negative? Should also think about this...

For everything that ever failed me and let me down, I said those were so rude of you. I now can't even think how a happy life should look like...