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Hari ini galz day out with Manda, Sylvia and Mia. Kita ke Gurnee Mills buat ke Forever 21, dan we kinda shopped some. Well, mine was surprisingly OK, too much for 'not in the mood for shopping' and not too much to be catagorized as 'kalap kinda shopping'. To be honest, only shopped at the target store, and kinda proud of it (susah tau, it was really a challenge to not shop at stores). Overall, it was a great gals day out.
OK, pengantar berakhir, mulai ke persoalan sebenarnya.
Well, gw hari ini belajar something more about what I get from my dad. It turns out that I'm not only as stubborn as he is, but I'm also 'kalap'an just like him. No, not only when I shop when I get the mood, but 'kalap'an as in marah2. Well bad impression at the first minute will captivate me, and only time and few other things can release me from that biased kinda attitude.
Example?
1. Waktu baru ketemu dan kenalan sama seseorang, gw langsung bilang 'senga banget, kaya minta ditabok' (I'm not exagerating while quotin that out of myself), you can check with Manda or Kolek about this. Don't blame me on this, karena ada juga orang menyampaikan keluhan yang sama ke gw sebelom gw kasi pendapat gw yang dah keburu bias terhadap temen gw yang curhat ke gw itu. Skrg? Time kinda heals.
2. TJMDPPLN... Trying to forget some of the letters, these are what are left. Well, now I think I'm better, since all things are getting better, too. Well, yang ini sempet parah sih urusannya, but gw sendiri juga berusaha supaya ga sebias itu lah. Now I can see I don't sweat about it anymore.
3. Really bad impression of a particular person in our permias mailing list. Posted controversial stuffs (which is fine by me, take account as additional information/news for me) and presenting his 'i'm sorry, but precious only to himself' kinda opinions, which unnecessarily bother the community he is talkin to. DANG, I really wanna fart right in front of his face after eating great deal of buffalo wings! (it's all meat, btw) I know this is kinda silly, but I'm trying to keep the language PG-13 in my blog. No swearing as far as I can, that's the rule. OK, his attitude towards a lot of educated people ain't as high as the IQ, kinda jongkok actually. (see, this is what I'm talkin about, how I can hate him as much as that). Well anyways, who likes him anyways? I'm just too blunt.
4. Some other things I really don't like just because really really bad first impression. Well, too small too remember. Maybe I already forget anyways.
Well, gw ga tau deh berapa lagi example yang gw punya, gw ga inget. Looking upwards, my father, is that kind of person yang 'ng-kritik' besar dan setelah itu bisa ninggalin gitu aje kalo makan di restoran dan makanannya unreasonably lama banget datengnya, yang marah kalo orang ga hargain dia (ini sih normal2 aje), yang marah (dan bisa turun dari mobil, terus ribut!) cuma karena urusan di tempat parkir di Gading (rebut2an gitu, kayanya ceritanya legendaris di keluarga gw soalnya kayanya terjadinya dah lama banget gitu, waktu gw masi kecil banget), yang urusan kecil aje bisa jadi nyebelin banget kalo menurut dia bener2 menyalahi hal penting yang dia yakini (instead of 'let it go, whatever, I sweat mine and you sweat yours, u know' kinda attitude).
Hahaha, ini yang mungkin aje gw turunin dari dia. Heran juga sih, I know it's a bad thing for me (sorry, dad, you're great in any other ways, though). Kalo gw tuh kaya kaca, ada corner yang retak, which refers to this kinda attitude lah, ga bisa ngatur emosi.
Hereditary? possible.
Too expressive? maybe.
Not mature up yet? Hopefully! (so it will fade away as time goes by, and as I try).
Kinda consider me as a flare, cannot be guessed sometimes (though sometimes can be guessed very easily). This very sec I'm just that carefree person with some energy, the next sec I'll be that small annoying creature but full of hatred and can be really cynical. Well, I'll practice to slowly leave this behavior. I know it'll be hard. I'm as difficult as my dad sometimes. Lemme try though.
OK, pengantar berakhir, mulai ke persoalan sebenarnya.
Well, gw hari ini belajar something more about what I get from my dad. It turns out that I'm not only as stubborn as he is, but I'm also 'kalap'an just like him. No, not only when I shop when I get the mood, but 'kalap'an as in marah2. Well bad impression at the first minute will captivate me, and only time and few other things can release me from that biased kinda attitude.
Example?
1. Waktu baru ketemu dan kenalan sama seseorang, gw langsung bilang 'senga banget, kaya minta ditabok' (I'm not exagerating while quotin that out of myself), you can check with Manda or Kolek about this. Don't blame me on this, karena ada juga orang menyampaikan keluhan yang sama ke gw sebelom gw kasi pendapat gw yang dah keburu bias terhadap temen gw yang curhat ke gw itu. Skrg? Time kinda heals.
2. TJMDPPLN... Trying to forget some of the letters, these are what are left. Well, now I think I'm better, since all things are getting better, too. Well, yang ini sempet parah sih urusannya, but gw sendiri juga berusaha supaya ga sebias itu lah. Now I can see I don't sweat about it anymore.
3. Really bad impression of a particular person in our permias mailing list. Posted controversial stuffs (which is fine by me, take account as additional information/news for me) and presenting his 'i'm sorry, but precious only to himself' kinda opinions, which unnecessarily bother the community he is talkin to. DANG, I really wanna fart right in front of his face after eating great deal of buffalo wings! (it's all meat, btw) I know this is kinda silly, but I'm trying to keep the language PG-13 in my blog. No swearing as far as I can, that's the rule. OK, his attitude towards a lot of educated people ain't as high as the IQ, kinda jongkok actually. (see, this is what I'm talkin about, how I can hate him as much as that). Well anyways, who likes him anyways? I'm just too blunt.
4. Some other things I really don't like just because really really bad first impression. Well, too small too remember. Maybe I already forget anyways.
Well, gw ga tau deh berapa lagi example yang gw punya, gw ga inget. Looking upwards, my father, is that kind of person yang 'ng-kritik' besar dan setelah itu bisa ninggalin gitu aje kalo makan di restoran dan makanannya unreasonably lama banget datengnya, yang marah kalo orang ga hargain dia (ini sih normal2 aje), yang marah (dan bisa turun dari mobil, terus ribut!) cuma karena urusan di tempat parkir di Gading (rebut2an gitu, kayanya ceritanya legendaris di keluarga gw soalnya kayanya terjadinya dah lama banget gitu, waktu gw masi kecil banget), yang urusan kecil aje bisa jadi nyebelin banget kalo menurut dia bener2 menyalahi hal penting yang dia yakini (instead of 'let it go, whatever, I sweat mine and you sweat yours, u know' kinda attitude).
Hahaha, ini yang mungkin aje gw turunin dari dia. Heran juga sih, I know it's a bad thing for me (sorry, dad, you're great in any other ways, though). Kalo gw tuh kaya kaca, ada corner yang retak, which refers to this kinda attitude lah, ga bisa ngatur emosi.
Hereditary? possible.
Too expressive? maybe.
Not mature up yet? Hopefully! (so it will fade away as time goes by, and as I try).
Kinda consider me as a flare, cannot be guessed sometimes (though sometimes can be guessed very easily). This very sec I'm just that carefree person with some energy, the next sec I'll be that small annoying creature but full of hatred and can be really cynical. Well, I'll practice to slowly leave this behavior. I know it'll be hard. I'm as difficult as my dad sometimes. Lemme try though.
posted by siduahuruf @ 11:36 p. m.
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