What hurts the most

What hurts the most was being so close
And having so much to say and watching you walk away
And never knowing what could have been
And not seeing that loving you is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ it
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder

Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

Rascal Flatts

Leaving this... A song comes too late :) Happy to say I walk again, after a long time stopping and staring at only 1 place.