Regret

Gw ga nyangka gw bakal pernah ngepost yang judulnya kaya gini.

Well, gw selalu bilang, kalo gw decide sesuatu musti bener2, jangan sampe gw nyesel. Well, at this very second, I say that I regret. Tapi gw regret karena gw dulu telat decide. Time is not forgiving, dia ga mo roll itself back.

Kalo aje gw lebih ga lama2 dan realize things earlier, kalo aje gw ga terlalu lama berpikir apa yang sebenernya dah jelas di depan mata, kalo aje gw had decided soon, things would have been so different. Kalo aje gw ga punya segitu banyak doubts. Kalo aje gw mo dengerin hati gw sendiri, I will regret less than now, whatever the outcome might be. My stupid elka...

Sekarang gw lebih sering diem, mikirin lagi, ga abis2. Bodohnya gw...

"It's the best thing you have ever had, it’s the best thing you have ever had.
Don't leave me high, don't leave me dry" - High and Dry, by Jamie Cullum.

I do lose a lot.



PS : Anyways, Happy Bday buat VK, one of my very good friends. Now that you've reached 21, be wiser and I guess you're much more adult already :) Miss you, siz.