Me, Ms. Stupid

I feel that I'm very highly, pathetically and blindly stupid.
I never even know how I can even be like that.
I know, it's all my fault, it's all there in me, it's all simply because of me.
I AM the flaw.
I'm helpless, cause though I know my mistakes, I keep hoping.
I keep hoping things will work out.
How more desperate can that be?
Now, I realize my current life is such a defected mess,
nothing more and nothing less.
Feel sorry for myself now,
hiding myself.

I'm now Ms. Stupid.