I HATE YOU

I know it. Not stupid enough to not realize it. I've been knowing it for a quite long 'while'. Though I never say it, I don't wanna act like I don't know it.

The problem is, I also would say that it's the risk of HIS that I don't think the same way. He knows how to position himself. I'm satisfied with it. Why can't you stay away, though you know it too? The more you try, or bring up anything, or plan any slightest idea for me, the more I HATE him, and you.

Let me tell you, whatsoever you do won't work. NEVER! I made up my mind, won't ever change it, and I have someone already. Just go away and leave me alone. The more you do it, the more it's un-beneficial for him. Today, I'm writing with all the angers I have caused by every single slightest thing you try on me. If there's a point I can't take it anymore, it will be now. In case you don't know, I'm not that kinda woman. I have my decissions. It's never difficult for me to stand out and say "NO!". Just STOP IT!! It simply won't work!!!

PS : ...and, for a friend who I thought was a friend (at least in this case, you know who you are), you dissappointed me so much!! I never thought I could say "I hate you" to you that day. You hit me bad that time... You DID hurt me bad.