The Comic
I can find that I am the comic. Geez, what is the comic?
When I was in senior high school, some of my friends said that I was so comical. I didn't quite understand the meaning. Why not novels? Comic sounds so immature and not serious! I liked reading novels, they are so time-absorbing, I always put anything behind once I read it. Time, my meals, and so on. Well, so why not novels?
I like buying and reading comics. It was the first Asterix comic book I have. Goscinny & Uderzo are the authors. The comic was wonderfully fantastic and the jokes are so stupid that I can fall for them again and again. The first page was so surprising for me. It says there that Comic is actually the power to make someone laugh. Really?
I looked back and I could see that I did have some stories that I believe not all people would ever get. Even one of my friends just said it. "Elka, really, I have never seen anything like you got. They are just too funny" Well, some of them are just so stupid. There are times I'll always remember, ones I could even laugh all over again just by thinking about them. I know there has been too much stupid things, I even start thinking it's part of my karma or something. I never think I was that bad to anybody. Well sometimes I am happy with this because I am not only the comic, but also the rainbow, the colorful one among the others. My life can really be a whole rollercoaster ride, with ups and downs, one just after the other. The comic also keeps its childish side rooted within itself, just like I always do all the time. I don't wanna loose it, I treasure it. Comics don't grow old, so do I (I hope).
But now after realizing that I trully am the comic (and all of those too much troubles (sometimes vital ones) it brings to me), I start being tired of things happening to me! Sometimes they are so entertaining and relaxing, but sometimes I almost lose important stuffs because of these silly things. People say,"Things do happen... Calm down...", but why am I their favorite? They choose me abundantly! I don't want to do silly mistakes anymore cause no matter how hillarious they are, mistakes are just mistakes.
Tired little girl... That's all I am. But I can't do anything about this, because I am the comic. I have to make others laugh, rite? At least, I have to smile to make others smile. I am just a tired little comic girl.



posted by siduahuruf @ 10:31 p. m.