The nice little song

Dear X,

recognize the song? Of course you do.
Remember? You challenged me!
"If you are able to play this song, that's great!!" you said.
But you never gave me enough time, then you would never know.
In the lonelines, I tried and tried until I am g*dd**n exhausted, but I still try til now.
Each little steps is accompanied with each beautiful memories.
Though my effort seems to be fruitless, but still I hang in here.
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Now, I almost get it. I understand.
But you wouldn't know.
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I never hate you though... Not even close.
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Now that you get the hint,
Wanna let you know, I never forget.
At least I don't let TIME make me forget.
Will show that I can and am always trying.
I know that you never expected all of this.
This song is maybe not for me; this is for you.

Me, eLKa, one you maybe (try to) forget, but also the one who never forgets you!