Achievin more is the cure to self dissappoinment
Belakangan ini gw bete abis, ngerasa ga puas sama apapun yang gw kerjain. Gw juga ngerasa nilai2 gw belakangan ini jelek2 abis... Well, walopun ada bagusnya sih, gw jadi makin deket sama cowo gw karena gw makin sering cerita sama dia. Belakangan ini hubungan gw sama dia lagi deket2nya... Jadi makin ga sabar pengen ketemu sama dia di Jkt, hahaha...
Well balik ke persoalan semula. Kemaren ini hari Senen gw bete abis gara2 exam gw telat dateng 5 menit! Sebel abis. Alarm gw batal nyala. Betenya rasanya gw dah kaya mo ngamuk deh... Terus kurang waktu dan ga tenang, hasilnya kayanya bakal jelek abis dan baru kali ini gw seyakin ini nilai gw pasti jelek. Pathetic abis sih...
Pulang gw sebel banget, marah banget, putus asa banget, sedih banget, dan wat I could do was talkin to ma boyfriend and spittin out watever is botherin in ma head to make me feel better. Well, he's always the one who makes me feel that I'm not alone (though I am a loner and a carefree wannabe *should post bout it sumtimes*) and he'll always be there for me... Feelin better but tired, then I slept and skipped Chem class. I needed time to be alone and gather parts of me again. What can I say? I am a loner.
But then in the afternoon I was crazily doing ma CS 310 programming Homework, BY MASELF. Hardwork? Indeed!! I even never thought that I could finish it by maself, 100% purely. The thing is that I had to do all from scratch, and I needed to be relaxed doin it. Hours by hours I revised ma codes and there it went, smoothly passed the test. I am happy and, the most important thing, satisfied...
That time, I learned sumthin new: When you're so dissappointed with yerself, thinkin dat u're such a loser when u know u are able to do things but sum things just don't allow u to, do achieve more!! Then what you're sad about will be gone. Hm, nice try...
Well balik ke persoalan semula. Kemaren ini hari Senen gw bete abis gara2 exam gw telat dateng 5 menit! Sebel abis. Alarm gw batal nyala. Betenya rasanya gw dah kaya mo ngamuk deh... Terus kurang waktu dan ga tenang, hasilnya kayanya bakal jelek abis dan baru kali ini gw seyakin ini nilai gw pasti jelek. Pathetic abis sih...
Pulang gw sebel banget, marah banget, putus asa banget, sedih banget, dan wat I could do was talkin to ma boyfriend and spittin out watever is botherin in ma head to make me feel better. Well, he's always the one who makes me feel that I'm not alone (though I am a loner and a carefree wannabe *should post bout it sumtimes*) and he'll always be there for me... Feelin better but tired, then I slept and skipped Chem class. I needed time to be alone and gather parts of me again. What can I say? I am a loner.
But then in the afternoon I was crazily doing ma CS 310 programming Homework, BY MASELF. Hardwork? Indeed!! I even never thought that I could finish it by maself, 100% purely. The thing is that I had to do all from scratch, and I needed to be relaxed doin it. Hours by hours I revised ma codes and there it went, smoothly passed the test. I am happy and, the most important thing, satisfied...
That time, I learned sumthin new: When you're so dissappointed with yerself, thinkin dat u're such a loser when u know u are able to do things but sum things just don't allow u to, do achieve more!! Then what you're sad about will be gone. Hm, nice try...
posted by siduahuruf @ 1:12 a. m.
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