Subtleness

Woke up extra early
Took a very long shower before work
Sunk
Felt so very sick
...
Grabbed the yellow towel
Looked at the big mirror
Saw a stupid curly-haired girl lookin back at me with her faint smile
She was holding her towel tightly amidst the cold
She had been happy
She had thought she deserved the world
But she had been wrong
As wrong as she could ever be; as wrong as usual
No, she definitely did not dwell in tears
She stood up tall and stared back starkly at me
She was wide awake
She had lost
"Maybe loosing now, but I'd be better later this way" she thought
Then again, foolishly she didn't realize that she wouldn't even have any "later"s after all
"Nothing to loose", if only she had known better what it meant
She gave out a long sigh and glided away
No more in the mirror, no more in the mirror