Courage

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Ga banyak orang punya, gw sendiri ga ngerasa gw termasuk orang yang berani banget. Selama masi ada di dalem batas, gw ga ngerasa gentar, tapi begitu dah kelewatan, gw suka ngerasa ga nyaman lagi. What I can do then is be silent and rethink.

Bukannya gw ga punya nyali, tapi gw cuma ga yakin kalo gw tahan nanggung risk. Resiko tuh selalu menggantung di belakang tiap aksi (dan reaksi). Kadang untuk ngelakuin aksi (ato reaksi)nya gw ga gitu ilang nyali, tapi gw ga kuat nginget konsekuensinya.

Kali ini gw ngelokasiin diri gw sampe di setenga dari sebuah aksi (ato mala bisa dibilang reaksi?). Gw tau resiko emank susah banget ditanggung kali ini. But now somehow I decided not to be how I used to be. I've fought for and against many things, and now maybe I am doing it again. But this time, with the rest of bravery I have left. Wanna reach the untouchable! Don't wanna be silent and think anymore because it constantly gives me pain. I'll give away my tears no more!